ponder

Superfical and unimagional, it's out there and waiting, or so you would think. Lingering and slowing making it's way out to now you wondering if it will ever arrive. Moving so quick that I can barely see what's going on I must contest that this is very terrifying and I really don't want to accept that which is coming. The End. That what it is. The End is something that happens alot in credits and movies, books and stories, but never in life. One ends an another begin I guess. A blur of things that happened before but it was less harsh I think. Too much to handle with everything else as I sit and wonder what the next move is in the match. A pawn or a knight, a rook or a king? Who knows but this game plays out till I'm too tired. For I have seen kingdoms come and go. I've seen Queens in my time and princesses for they have passed in my life and in recent times only been there for awhile. Should I play this move out had things already been setup for the check or even mate? A teacher behind whispers moves or shows me sign. Learn from the wrongs and they will teach you the rights, right? Too confused a load worth carrying and it's really heavy. But someone else will carry for me. Four ones in a row and a wish comes out will it come to or will be a hope that will be held on to till all is lost. This match is playing out too long but I'd rather let it play out to see what's going on. The End is near, not really but it sounds cool. Maybe I'll rest and ponder these things or listen to the quite it will tell me what to do. Learn from the wrongs and they will teach you the rights, Right!

stuff heroes are made of

What are heroes? why are there good guys and bad? why do they be good everyday when in the end they don't get that pat on the back or the bad guy still has all the fun even though that they fail in the end? what keeps them in there? I think that there are heroes among us everyday they are the people who give it their best those that give us hope and faith the keep going. Like being the good guy the only reason there is one is cause who else is going to.? It's not that the good guy has to it cause he or she wants to cause deep down it doesn't matter about the glory or fame it's the knowledge of doing the right thing or making a difference on an unknown level. But sometimes you get down sometimes you don't want to try and save things cause the worse comes out and in the end alittle here and there tends to help I mean I'm sure that every once in a while a heroes ask "what it is all for?" or "why am I doing this?". It's tough doing that everyday but there are real heroes and most of the time they don't say it cause they'd rather refer you to their heroes but who is the original? Is it an ideal that inspired someone or an event that changed someone? but I guess everyday you get and and try and that's about all you can do, nothing else just try. Maybe someone is watching and remembering you good deeds.