Ledgenary books

this holds alot more than I would think. It's there that I spent that time on that bench telling the tales of the things that was on my mind, expanding it and working the creative muscles, if creative muscles even exist. It's not too worn so that pages are slightly fresh and but I plan on fixing that with stokes and pencil. Lead that will fill up and cover over the white telling about the things that go on. This will be a legend when the time comes for me to retire it. The pages, will be worn and old brittle as a dry leaf in the hot summers day, will tell the tale of my stepping out or saying a word to describe shock and awe in the moment that will stand out as took a leap off into trust and faith that no harm can come. But yet it does and it will always happen for my days but I'll have this reminder of what i do and grow from it, "mistakes make the hero" and even though things are reset, "To a brand new day" they say with glasses held high. But is this day just and illusion conceive by wool over our eyes that this being placed. Through out it all if things are meant to happen then it will, "Let it be" and let it take it's course. no force whatsoever can contain this force cause this force has someone inside, a rock that will never move and be there till the end of eternity and back again. As long as I stand there nothing is impossible, hang on to the real hope and not false, fighting doubt and the dark that creeps in when your not watching. The brighter the light the darker the dark? well the light makes it go anyway. There are grey areas though thing will happen. I'll follow to hell itself to be with that which I care for the most. even though the flames burn as long as I know there it was not in vain then....then that pain will be for good reason. A tale to tell others of that which came to pass in those days.......